Lyric of the Day

There's a woman on the outside looking inside
Does she see me?
No, she does not really see me
She just sees her own reflection

-SUZANNE VEGA-
"Tom's Diner"

I have been really busy today reading Walt Whitman and not answering my phone - (sorry guys!)

I've been dealing with a a lot of seasonal depression, but I think I got some closure this morning. You know how when there is an issue between you and another person and you try or think you're doing the right thing by not addresssing it? Like, "who the hell am I to tell someone the way that they act is wrong?"

Some say, "If you don't like it you should just not let them in your life anymore!?"

Well, that was what I thought that I should do. But the probelm is, sometimes, it's hard for peopel to understand that they fucked up unless you tell them.

So, I broke down and wrote an email detailing why this person had been extracated from my life - and right or not - I feel 100% better!!! And now I am going to try to move on.

I have tons of pics from parties, shows, trips, all kinds of stuff that I have been promising for months that I would post - and I am finally in the right frame of mind to do it - but not today.

Today I plan to watch Alias Season 4, go to my parents for dinner and then go to The Gibson to see Rachael Yamagata.

Today is a good day!